AM SUCHA BRAVE GIRL TODAY.

i went t my usual dental appt this afternoon. nd finally aft many many times of persuasion from dr loh t get my wisdom tooth extract out, i finally gt it figured out today nd went ahead t get tht process done. pheeewwww~
nvr had sucha bad afternoon before, darn paranoid! i had really draggy feets t parkway today. goshhh
nd finally its done. hear no more naggings frm doctor. hahas!
ehh jst whn i thot my greatest fear is solved. here comes another one...

darn this one is even worse, i ve got t get my bottom wisdom tooth extract out and this time round its not as simple. my wisdom tooth is being hidden below those gums and t extract this fcuk out i ve t go for a mini surgery. t cut open th gum, take tht fuck out nd stitch my gums back.
sounds darn scary, nd im really worried. asked th doctor if i can be put t sleep nd doctor laughed big time. wthh lo calls me a "scally cat"! gggrrr!
t be honest, i ve always been very very afraid of dentist. i plucked up loads of courage t put on braces nd now i ve t go thru this shit. urrrgggh, i know its nth much, jst taking out wisdom tooth which evryone will have t do this one day. but no, its different for me. im considered two thumbs up cause im brave. i fucking went ALONE!
claps x 100 (:

anyway, HOLS HERE I COME!! :D
having 2weeks of hols starting frm tmr. i know many must be thinking it doesnt make a diff t me since i ve always been skipping sch on normal days as well. but thts whre you are wrong!
during this hols, im gon make full use of it.
1stly nd most imptly, i will be making full use of this short break t do catching up for schl work. will be returning t schl for some xtra lessons i requested from my facilitator.
2ndly, i can work my ass off w/o having worries tht i wont be able t wake up for sch th next day.
3rd, i can participate in IT show agn! weeeee ((: cause CASH IS KING! nd I AM GREEEDY! mmmmmm..

lastly, spend more time recuperating. nd be ready t strive for schl aft this short break. ;)

anyway im considering a burberry wallet nd tote bag, nd im working my ass off t get it definately! nd i ve many many plans, but all this works out only if i have enuff $$$.
nd luckily i ve one plan down, settled! REALLY EXCITED. LETS JST HOPE EVRYTHING WILL GO SMOOTHLY ACCORDING T PLAN ND NO ONE IS ALLOWED T SCREW THIS UP cause im gg away with my love(:

btw any idea whn great singapore sales gon end anybody?

oh look at th pictures above. tht lil husky puppy is my fren's! gosh so charming please..
i immediately asked daddy if i can get one too nd he rejected me like i wont be disappointed. humrpph!

well, afterall life's been treating me not too bad. at least i dont meet financial crisis anymore. jst tht i still don't enjoy enough time ):

alrights! gotta go.
love all my girls :D


i jst thot its easy t pretend im okay nd go with your flow.

been so long since my last post.
anyway i finally had a good sleep aft so many nights of limited hrs of sleep.

PUBLIC HOLIDAY seems th same t me.
got suspended frm schl for being caught smoking th 3rd time in schl compound. this is super lame nd makes no sense. i dont mind being fine, but why do suspension? jst wasting my time nd making me miss test ovr agn nd agn. darn ass =.=
but anyway no worries ppl, im making full use of my 1week officially break frm schl. HAHAs! jst ENJOY, CAUSE I VE NO CHOICE.


YAY! IT SHOW'S PAY IS READY FOR COLLECTION =D
i ve earned quite abit considering working for only 3days. but they re darn slam ones thou, nd well.. all are worth it for $$$.

HAPPY SHOPPING SOOOOON! ((:
I MISS ALL MY FRUITIES BERI BERI MUCHHIE.
SHOW UP PLEASEE, ALL STOP GG INTO HIDING!
its understood tht all re busy as well bcuz of work, boyf, nd sleeep.
so nvm, karen shall jst wait.


anyway i ve made up my mind, im not giving schl up. nd im gon work hard t catch up with my workloads duing my 2weeks hols. i ve no time t lose anymore if i wanna cont' schling. so i'll jst make sure i attend schl EVRYDAY, nd do self-study on my own.
wish me luck babes!


BANGKOK trip is getting more nd more tempting.
whn i feel rich ;) hahas!

WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING ?

this is bad, i still cant get to sleep aft tossing and turning on my bed for almost an hr considering how tired i am now. siggh

actually, life hasnt been really fantastic recently.
im lost. wandering in my own lala land w/o having really sensible thoughts lately.
schl's beeen a bitch as usual. im starting t feel gan jiong thou. yet im still slacking away. th idea of quitting schl been on my mind for th whole of yest nd today. but i know, thts definately not a wise choice.

right now, im stuck in between.
evrything is nt working out th way i want em' t be. nd this is torturing.
i miss th good old days whre by i can jst laugh my ass off with no worries.
right now, putting on a smile is th best thing i can do, nd i ve been practising this very much. its getting real tough nd tiring.

secondary schl life seems so much btr, its always good t stay sweet sixteen. agreeed?

urrrgh. it sucks t be me it sucks t be me it sucks it sucks it sucks t be me.thank you kay for having this quote in ure blog, it jst applies t me so darn well.


so what is happening in th mind?
i can no longer differentiate from right nd wrong, this is simply silly.
dissapointing acts of mine, i gotta pay with my heartaches.

on a lighter note, i met ferlynn today. realise how much i miss her, upon seeing her i felt so happy :D
nd not forgetting my dearest valerie, always make my day ((:

havent been attending schl recently.
th other day daddy asked me t open letter box for him cause he jst had a mini-op nd he have difficulties walking too much. so i reluctantly went down, unlocked nd darn soo many letters i see. okay then nvm, while clearing all th stupid junk mails, i found one letter written, REPUBLIC POLY. hahahahas, i felt so lucky immediately, cause i knew this two letters gon get me into deep deep shit. i didnt bother t read em' i jst happily dumped it into th bin. woah, felt so relieved all of a sudden. so thank you daddy for this favour. LOL
anyway been feeling guilty missing schl as well, worse thing is i missed my UT this afternoon for missing schl agn. seng guan as usual tried waking me up for schl knowing tht i ve a UT this afternoon. but he recieved th same kinda response, tht is me actually answering th phone yet keeping all silence, hahas. th minute he knew i thot it was my alarm nd i jst bothered t off it.
he experieced this quite a few times alrdy, so being th smart him i think hanged up immediately aft 3sec of silence. LOL


dumb valerie lost my paycheque! nd on top of tht, made me fall yest. soo fcuking embarrassing. been so long since i last experienced a fall on my buttocks. th most embarrassing part is whn santos nd kai laughed from behind like nobody's business. darn it darn it! HAHAHAs. now im suffering frm some scratches nd blue-black on my back. urrrggh!


anyway i so dislike public hols eve. how irritating whn evrywhre is so darn packed nd you ended up having a "waiting day" =.=
well nvm, tht was earlier in th night. afterall still had fun at boat quay nd mos (:
then my stupid sister gotta get drunk nd give me so much trouble. gggrrr!
nvm, love her still. she is flying off tmr at 2plus. darn, i cant bear t see her go. but well, its not like she is not coming back. but its in a matter of 4mths time. feeling so emo at th thought of sending her off tmr. hold it, she is sucha independent girl nd now we can do so much with webcam nd skype. jst gon miss th way she disturbs me all th time nd her lively voice surrounding th house :(

alrighty, gotta go off now.
shopping shopping do me gooood (: