my mind just wont let me rest..

It’s the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time. And it’s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It’s funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. It’s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on. And when you want to move on, but you’re stuck right where you started. When feelings come & go and you can’t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don’t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them further & further away. It’s so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now & realize that things are different & they may never be the same. You tell yourself it’s not worth it, but if it really didn’t matter, you wouldn’t spend so much time thinking about it.

3days MC

down with fever,
bodyaches,
cough,
& flu.

terrible to fall sick at the wrong time ):
i've been lying on bed for two days str8, which caused me more bodyaches actually.sighh.


Thank you for all the care & love, xoxo.

nana~ my phatties (:

NANA with my phatgirls last friday was awesome, almost all my phatgirls marked their attendance this time round (:
they nvr fail t make my friday night a fulfilling one, such darlings!

ohmy, i look so fat. my face so oily, eyes so small. darn those imperfections! boooo.
im soon gonna look thinner, face gotta blot more often and be more hardworking, put on eye make up! humrphhh~

There you go, these are all my hiao bohs! hees, much love!

shoe addict!

Bought two pair of shoe within two days.

impulsive shopper =x

Found another jap restaurant t dine in, at chijmes. Sushi not as fantastic, but others was good (:

yummeh seafood grill is mine!
love avacado with sushi (:

YAY! =D love exploring for new places t have my favourite jap cuisine (:
icanreallytakejapfood24/7,notboredatall. heehee

Dinner with S, supperings.

I had too much supper lately.
Two days back, i had Mac'd with baby marc and yest i had mushroom cheese prata with J & M. darn it, how not to grow fatter? fml

On Monday, met up with C, had dinner at Crystal Jade ramen, then again had my fav zha jian mian & xiao long bao with th company of the 3diff eggs cooked with spinach plate of vegetable. Current love <3
Catched up with her, thanks babe for th dinns! Hope your Mr will treat ya btr.

On tuesday, had dinner with S, picked her up from her workplace which obviously i lost my way agn -.- but thts fine, im too used t it. It doesn't frustrate me as much t get lost while driving anymore. haha.
Settled dinner at din tai fung at tamp, yay i had xiao long bao in two days str8! and first time tasting the xiao cai, awesome. Very appetisting, i like~
Phatgirls must try nxt time kay.

Had koi at marine parade, hazelnut milktea nvr fails me. hees
Long nice chat with her, this brave girl (:
Walked around and i fell in love with this heels. nice?

S showed me one wedges from Pazzion, was fab as well! Would love t have tht tooo. But whre t find th mooolahss? ):
ohwells. thinking twice


Never give yourself a chance to fall apart because,
when you do, it becomes a tendency and it happens over and over again.

Feasting non-stop

Great feasting, too much greasy food lately kinda makes me sick thou.
wake up t a bad throat, and i reflected to realise i had too much heaty food these days.
nonetheless, i enjoyed them (:

So th other day, the boy and i decided t explore around singapore to see if there is any other jap cuisine we haven't tried. And interesting enuff, we drove all arnd and all th way to bukit timah. Yes, and there we found our new fav place to enjoy jap cuisine. They serve really yummy sushi wrapped with avocado and served with tempura crumbs. I can't describe it, you really have t try. hehs!

My favorite cha soba (:

i know right, eeewww? But sorry t say, its yummeh! hahaha

Reaally fresh fish, no fishy smell. Super nice!

This is how its like, if you enjoy avocado yea, thts for you.

We had more food than that, and we spent a total of 150+ for this dinns. But worthy enuff, cause it made us both happy child (:
Since i love jap cuisine v much, last week we visited this same place again, so trust me. It gotta be good!

Anws, last week was driving to holland V t have my absolute love, hagen daz fondue! Thank you my babies for accompanying me to enjoy this wonderful desert! heh heh. Bet you girls love it jst as much right?

i look soo awful. boooos!

SLURPS!

I went down to boat quay looking for tinghui in my soo cui face. Wished i had a mask. hohoho
So glad t see him! I was feeling so guilty for not being there for his farewell celebration before he enlist. So th minute he booked out, gave me a call. I went down (: sucha nice friend i am.

2010's delicious mooncake.
The awesome mooncake from sweetspot at MBS!

Then from shangri-la,
bird's nest with custard in snowskin. YUMMS!

LOOK at those fillings!

Mommy and me reserved the next few for ourselves! Haha.

okay back to study, talk laters.

Insomnia

Can't fall asleep w/o your presence. Thou I'm really tired ):
Luckily baby Marc is coming t my rescue! LYTTM (:

Great dinner tonight, saw a heels frm topshop! Really gorgeous. Comtemplating t get it or not. Kinda pricey ):
But girls need pretty heels t survive isn't it? Heehee.

Okay back t study tmr and thurs. And finally prolly gg t jog t burn fAts on thurs! Swee swee bod, I'm craving for you! Booo.

K, ciao.
Baby Marc reaching in no time!