Some dreams you have to let go

looked thru my sch grades nd attendance.
nd thre is only one word t describe, HORRIBLE.
also th feeling inside me is, guilty.

end result- REPUBLIC POLY SUUCCKSSS!

i really dont knw hw do people survive in thre fo 3yrs.
haa. it will be a miracle if im able t promote t sem2.
i jst told my sis, im afraid i'll retain 1sem, nd she asked "wah, so fast sia? you nw sem2 only know"
nd i corrected her, "no jie, i sem1 only"
nd her face prints, "OMGG!"

hais. still, i hope t get promoted nd cont' studying inside.
because even if its nt fo myself, its also fo th smile on mommy's face.
i ve t pull thru if im able t get promoted.
just IF.

G'night.