Some dreams you have to let go

1week off from schl. pronounced guilty, okay nvm. let it pass

surely been enjoying moments spending with dearest valerie. hahas, sounds like les but mayb we can really be seen as les by others.
we had always been doing stupid, weird, lame stuffs tgt. we can jst sit nd chill whole night w/o having lack of topics t gossip or discuss abt.

today was a day tgt doing silly stuffs like visiting th arcade nd sitting by th roads talking bout our diff phrase of life. wht we do during our secondary rebellious stage. all th naughty stuffs which today, we felt was not enuff fun done back then. but well, life is cruel, you definately can nvr turn back time. ohh gosh how sad.
nd so we learned t cherish evry min doing useful nd memorable activities tgt ((:


sometimes i feel like i ve really good patience. thou i am normally known as th super impatient girl on earth. cause i ll keep nagging nd nagging if someone makes me wait.
but this particular person definately pushed his luck. fucking owe money pay money, act like a man will you?
darn, is thre such logic like.. you borrowed money nd you havent return yet you re asking for ure winnings? thick skin or wht? i dont know.
i thot thre was sucha word "DEDUCT" exist. but oh well, not in his dictionary.
i been tolerating nd swallowing much of my anger down alrdy. nd people who knows nd seen me thru knows whts gg on really well. how much i wish i can keep this all t myself nd save ure darn face, but you showed how much you dont deserve it. nd i guess i have waited long enuff before i can no longer tolerate ure NONSENSE no more. here you go, hate me for being harsh. obey th rules in life, nd darn respect urself.
i jst cant imagine thre is this one day tht i wld leave you such comments nd th impression of you in my eyes are jst so wasted. nd yet haa, i still respect you as my friend. my words cld have been more precise nd detailed info, but no. thts nt wht my principles are talking abt. so darn the you-know-who-you-are, urrrrgggh!
haa, given up long time ago. play ure game well, cause people are watching.
words spread hell fast.

days like this are worth enjoying with dearest val. nd yest she made me th happiest best friend. she acc-ed me t clarke quay nd we club hop before settling down at THE ARENA. see tht smile on my face, they satisfy her (:

alrights, goodnights people.
work on weekends yet agn. so caught up with evrything, but yet im moving so slowly.
now, cash is KING. nth beats having more of tht in my life currently.
nd maybe jst maybe, romance round th corner.

lastly, i miss my fruities!
janey i nvr forget you lar, nvr will i ever.
help me tell ferfer i miss her tooooo.