Some dreams you have to let go

goodness f'ed-up day last night.
ggrrrrrrr!

guess wht?
so i didnt stepped into dblo AT ALL. nd i practically queued up outside thre for like 3 nd a 1/2fcukin hrs? screww his mom big time!

silliest thing i ll ever do. i tell you, its gonna be my 1st nd last time qeueing up into a club for like fcukin hr.
bcuz i was too eager to club,
bcuz i thot i saw a glimpse of hope of crashing into dblo in mins time,
bcuz i thot it wld be a waste if i were to drop outta th queue after standing for so long,
bcuz i thot it wld be a sad thing if i were to miss th party th boys had inside,
nd bcuz i thot i was soooo clever nd waiting wld be wise.

soooo, bcuz of all the "BECAUSE" , i happily stood outside for 3 nd a 1/2 hr. waiting for no entry.
so pissed, so fraustrated, so so needa poooo on tht guy's fcuking face.
nd also so wanna jst club outside th club. goshhh! i swear im so gonna get a membership into a club as soon as i hav th money to.

omFg! thre goes my night. . . th long awaited night.

okay, bt th good thing is ------------- im gonna hav a girls night out! (= weeeee*
cuase th plan was supposingly like this, either
-i club with baby nd frens then i cant club with my girls another time.
-or i choose nt to go with them, nd then i hav my chance to club with my girls.

so god made my decision (= tht is nt letting me into dblo to club with th boys, bt benefitted me to club with my girls. think he knew i wld love this plan, loL!

whtever it is, i was really pissed last night! really VERY.
i almost slapped tht damn dumb guy, almost went insane jst by waiting, nd got almost outta control when tht dumb guy starts to TALK! knn

sigh~ so cheryl nd me didnt get to club tog last night. she is feeling guilty cause she told me she felt like she is cursed. cause whenever we plan to club tog, we unfortunately cant. the first time was unhappy, nd now another kind. goodnessssss

baby was feelin unwell due to excessive alcohol yest. shot too much la, shot with yang luhh. humph! took care of him, stayed over his place, nd fought today.
spent 30bucks on th cab fare jst to get problems resolved. im glad we made it thru again.
dnt forget ur promises nd love.

im gg off to hav supper with cheryl.
hopefully ba cho mee is open today.
tralalas!