caught up!
in a messs, nd so if i wld allow you into my life?
or close my door nd welcome freedom.

2hands cant hold.

ALRIGHTS, i ve been missing from this blog for quite some time.
been busy with boyf, nd class bbq, supper nd clubbing sessions. guess im suffering from insomnia ahhhh. i cant get to sleep everyday till 6am in the morn. shiitt! nd i feeel god darn unhealthy please. my complexion :(((( darn!

woah. yest was a bad bad, down down, low low mooood day. sighhhh~
quarreled with bby the min i wake up till th min we sleep. urghhh.
im sorry i always have to upset you again nd again. i dont know why, am i really not ready to commit? or is it im too tired, 1 r/s aft another? nd like wht you say, snowball nd you hav to clear the mess? im sorry to you, very.


mayb a bad girlf i am now.
but still, you make me feel like a princess, nvr fail to. thanks bby

anw here are some pictures from my class bbq nd days spent with bby :)























if you happen to be reading this, i hope you stay happy nd dont tell me ure tatt has lost its soul. i only acted dumb not to understand wht it means, but deep down i knew clearly wht you trying to say.
nd stop thanking me alrights, jst be happy. i hope everything goes smoothly for you (:
upon reading the text you sent, i gotta admit, i felt th pain in ure heart. but wht am i suppose to do? i dont know.


PEOPLE PLEASE JIO ME OUTTTT! 2MORE WEEEEKS OF HOLS, ND I WILL BE BACK STUCKING IN SCHL! BLOOOOODY HELL !! muahhhhhh LOVELOVELOVELOVE MY BABYGIRLS! =D


p.s, VALUEYYY GOOHHHHH STOP URE NONSENSE OF huan zhu gege I WARN YOU.

i drive myself crazy thinking of you.


'tearing up my heart<3
jst let me currrl up nd dieee.


mistakes, i cant say sorry for.

weeee-u-weeee! finally some decent photos of baby nd me. LOL
nd he is grumbling tht i always tke 20photos then delete all 20. he says, "i smile till mouth cramp alrdy ah" he say the worst thing is, his mouth cramp alrdy, but yet i saved none of the 20pics we took!! HAHAHAHS
wah lauu, he tke 10pics, all 10pics face all looks the same. but i tke 10pics all diff pattern one leii! KNS, CANT BLAME RIGHTTT!
so he suggested, i dont pattern here nd thre. jst, STAY ND SMILE. SIAOOOOOOO!

yaynesssss! 1more weeeek to holidays babeeees!
I VE BEEN WAITING...
sigh, bby's sch gon start like soooon? in january. which means, he will be so far away frm me yet again. urgggh! hope everything will be fine, like wht he assured me as? i know, "so near yet so far" right? darn. im jst afraid, its so far AND so far. sian1/2 =(

5more days, nd baby is ALLL MINE =D
HEH HEH HEH!


alrighto, off to have buffet with family! good feast yeaaaa.