urgggh...
so many happenings, even my closest friend got me down with worries.
i really pray tht evrything's gonna be fine. no more nonsense, and when i say no more, i mean FULL STOP


anyway, i ve been attending schl regularly, and also working consistently.
i feel so proud of myself.
being able to sleep at 4am every night, nd yet can still manage to crawl to sch every other morning =))
also, i ve been working for weekends. this weekend, and also the following week. i ll be working at hougang mall harvey norman. please come visit me!! =( hahahaah!
butBUTBUT! pay is only coming in aft 2fucking MONTHS. how sick ?! ggrrrr..

sooo, conclude from above, i havent been resting well. insufficient beauty sleeps.
i no longer have those waking-up-at-3PM weekends no more. ONLY waking-up-before-FCUKING-10AM EVERY SINGLE DAY. even my pathetic 2days of weekend also cant rest. sigh~
its all about $$$$ isnt it?
hopefully i ll be able to rest 2weeks ltr.
thts so sad. urggh!

really, i think im getting more nd more hardworking now.
agreed? BETTER!

karen is sucha changed person.
in her eyes, its all abt $$ $$.
nd of cause not forgetting her darling girlies
and also BABYBOY lar.
*smirk*

all myy darling girls are at KBOX singing their lungs out now.
nd im here ranting my way to heaven. how sad =((
but, i seriously do need to rest.
so sorry girls, its not tht i can always sleep late nd still go to sch nd why i cant go KBOX even if i hav schl tmr.
its bcuz i wanna hav fun, feeling like i can ton till morning tht kinda no worries feeling. moreover being at home nd out is a 2diff matter, as in th feeling.
i said, unless i hav enuff rest, then i will go out till late night. but not today.


power house this sunday, hopefully i can make it ;)
NOW, MY GIRLS! HAVE GREAT FUN OUT THRE OKAY?!! boooo. loves ALL<3

HAPPY GENTING TRIP (!)
LOVES<3

anw i look very awful in all the photos, nd more.. but i did not upload here. hahaha!
i didnt put on any make up for tht 3days. should have sia, then photos will look btr! booo.
nd its so regretful we took so lil photos. sucha pity lar.
we had fun nd MORE FUN, nd forgot all about tking pictures alrdy.LOL
let th photos do my smile.


btw, i uploaded th photos in an opp way. th correct way is seeing pictures from th bottom till top okay. my first photo supposed to be th starting. but i only realised aft uploading most of th pics tht my first photo is at the bottom-.- so nvm. jst enjoy =)





mr lil botak!




i didnt know i actually posed fo this picture, couldnt rmrb i took this pic sial. must be baby teasing me or smth nd snap!


search tht curly hair??
bby! you very naughty huhhh?! took so many candid shots of me, nvm tht. somemore so ugly ones. hehs =x


them>>> waiting fo SPACESHOT. smth i didnt dare to try. wooohooooo~
tht botak was really fearful of tht man.. he's been complaining,whining, nd persuading them to not make him sit. hahaha! not man, noNONO.
bby didnt complain, he damn steady ah. later, who knows he... zzzz WHAHAHAH!

aft tht SHOT, they abit ki siao alrdy.


my 3body guards =)





these are one EXPENSIVE MEAL. its mixed vegetable rice, nd guess wht? convert to sing dollar, its almost 20bucks fo a plate. long story... we didnt know how they calculate th 1piece of food.. so we happily tke as many as we can, those sotong ah, curry fish, stingray, everything lar.
then ltr go pay, kana shock! somemore they gave us receipt, bby took 1duck egg which cost 3rm -.- hahaha. its a self-service thingy lar, thts how we got fool-ed. nd whts more, we were feeling very hungry aft one whole day.

but its a HAPPY DINNER =D them laughing all th time like nobody's business.


reached GENTING.

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bby happily sleeping, nd me like moutain tortise. seriously, i ve nvr sat on a coach to m'sia before. i think? nd i was amazed at th mountains nd forests plus kampong i see on my way.




5+ in the early morning.. we re prepared for th 7 am bus ride. yipppeeee!


alrights, thts all. lil pictures right? =((
nvm, those images are kept right in my heart :)
fcuk my period! making me feeling all so uncomfy!

MOVIE WITH BABY TMR NIGHT!
(SURF UP!) =D
bby so nice, wanna meet up with me earlier, so we can go makan makan nd walk walk before movie starts.
i know, we havent been spending quality time tog.
sorry fo being sucha pig, being so fast aslp th nights i stayed over. nd headed out early in da morning to work.
so my stay at bby's hse goes like this - at his place, bring mattress out. lie on it to watch tv, while bby mapling in th kitchen. sometimes he will come over to hugg me nd sometimes i go over to give him a kiss. afterwhich, i will continue lying on tht comfy mattress with slowly-sleepy eyes. nd DANG! ~ im gone, fast asleeep halfway thru my show.
whn darling goes to bed, he will let me know by shifting me nd asking for huggs nd kisses before he enters his lala land. aft few words of "iloveyou" im gone ever before baby finishes covering th blanket fo me. damn PIG i tell you.
NEXT morning comes, i ll wake up at 8 nd hurried to work. woke bby up to let him know im leaving fo work nd also not to send me to work before he starts waking up looking fo me like a silly again. HAHAH!
night comes, bby will send me back his place aft my work ends. back his place, i will go bathe, sayang him a lil.. AND bring my COMFY MATTRESS out to slack on with tv on again. hahaha! nd you all know.. wht happens NEXT.
LOL.
thts all folks!

thankyou babe, you ve been really sweeeeet. like honey diamond-studded sticks!
darling, whtever it is, you have my heart :))
greatNIGHT all! huggs;

AT LAST!
i can afford to rest..
jst end-ed my 3days roadshow job. located at bedok central
i was selling canon digital cameras and printer.
I MUST SAY, canon cameras are really of good quality. not comparable to other brands, really.
aft getting to work in this roadshow, i got to learn much more abt digital cameras which i initially was a noob in.

i love to work in places whre i hav to learn from stretch.
and also, able to learn new things at new places. its a pleasant feeling to me.
it feels like life isnt this boring actually, nd tht i hav gt much more to learn before i go.

today, i met this 60 over yrs ah pek. uncle actually, he is quite educated i feel, but he doesnt know anything about camera. absolutely NOTHING, ZERO KNOWLEDGE.
nd bcuz he was so willing to learn anything abt it, everything in fact. not only th basic he knows of NOW.
aft much coaching from me, he brought home more knowledge than jst th camera itself only. nd th reason he choose to buy whn he actually knows nothing of it, is bcuz he said i was patient enuff towards him. i clear every lil doubt he has, nd try to teach him th simple yet impt issue of a digital camera.
th satisfactory feel i had was smth words cant describe.
because he is an old man, we had difficulties communicating at times, i really had to be very extremely patient towards him, nd for him to know a lil more abt th camera itself takes me almost 10mins to explain SLOWLY.
but i was very willing to do so, nd in fact i felt happy =)
i ve this special liking for old people, i mean th adorable ones.
aft hearing his piece, i felt so good. bcuz he actually wanted to get th camera in the shop, but the person wasnt patient with him at all.
so being someone who doesnt know ABIT of anything abt smth you feel like getting. it sucks right.. nd worse, people dont wish to explain it to you -.-
so he very much appreciated me =) i ve always been this kind, everyone says. HAHAHA

owells, thou it was really tiring, to be standing for a fcuking 12hrs a day fo 3DAYS. wasting ur breathe talking to customers who actually dont intend to buy, but gei siao looking interested kinda cb look. it really sucks. BUT th plus point is whn i manage to close one deal myself w/o th help of my partner who coaches me all th time. woah, it feels im capable man. HAHA! nd im proud of myself, bcuz i knew nuts abt canon cameras nd wht more, now gt so many new features. nd whn you hav to explain th differences of two diff camera, this nd tht, yadayadayada!
ohoh, nd on top of tht, i learnt more new stuffs.
i said i like this feeling yes.
commision was worth it all mannn.


schoolTMR.
my weekend was boring, working from friday to sunday. nd schl on monday!
damn life larrr. cb


anyway, thanks baby.. thank you for coming down to send me home everyday.
even whn i told you not to. thts so sweet of you darling=)
ur kisses tht meltz right in my mouth nd down my throat;


goodnight world!

but you only wanted me th way you wanted me.

see th WORLD thru my eyes. NO?





you, yes you, always you. im making fun of th way i always trick you!



She looks up and find a face she's so very acquainted with.
she stands up to hug this figure.

yesyes! im back.


i sure enjoyed myself at genting.
esp with th oh-so-sweet darling =)
who had fun with me thru' out th bus journey.. i was freaking fcuking BOReD.
I ALMOST DIED FOR 8HRS K! cb

nvm that.
i had FUN with bby, and really sweet time with him.
not a minute wasted =)
he made me felt so secure nd protected at all times, perhaps he know im really paranoid. hahas!
so he took Xtra care for me.

bby, its really nice of you, th way you took care of me.
th times whre i threw my temper at you yet you jst cool me down w/o flaring back at me.
loves it whn you goes, "see lar see lar, attitude again.. hor? attitude again ah? "
hahahs, nd tht really works on me, with ur duper cute face expression ;made me smile =)
its madness how you can cheer me up with lollipops nd candy floss, jst like tht "snaps!"
coax me to sleep, cuddling me in tht winter-like weather.
mmmmm, you made this trip full of laughter.

schl is sucha spoiler!
i'll be back again with photos this time round =)
fill you guys in!


i FCUKING MISS MY DARLINGS!!!!
LIKE A WHOLE LOT OF LOVE GONE WHN THEY RE AWAY.
MANNN...
now i know, i sure cant live w/o them.
ppfft~

HI GUYS~

im leaving home in another 1hrs time
stayover at yang's place before heading to genting tmr morning at 10am.

well, bby asked me funny things, how come i must bring hp?
go thre still must use hp ah, cannot spend time with me is it?
HAHAHAs.. so cute right. yes, he is. i feel sooo sweet whn he say this, it shows how much he wanna spend time with me only with no disturbance such as my hp ringing.LOL
but too bad lar, i brought my hp for my mom's purpose. if anyone wanna call me, you can try =)
it ll be sweet enuff to call nd see if im doing okay.
HAHAHA!

anyway, its my first time gg to genting ever since i was very very young.
kinda excited! ;) i ve no flash back of any scene over thre, i completely forgot abt genting i think. mayb cause i was really really young. till noww, weeeeEEEE!


be back with loads of piccas ALRIGHTS!
loves all<3

goodnight to my darlings
goodnight to my darlings
goodnight to my darlings
>>>>they re meant for th three nights tht i wont be able to say goodnight to any of my darlings out thre, esp FER.
so do read before u go to bed.
HAHAHAS!


nd also, good MORNING!
miss my summer love.

MOS later.


boy, you ve got it all wrong, way too wrong.
dont assume wht i ve been thinking, whether im happy or not, excited or wht.
yes, i may not hav shown.. but thts bcuz we havent been chatting on th phone.
msn to me is nothing, is difficult to really communicate.
if you didnt know, im telling you this now
all th time, i ve been wishing fo a trip jst fo the TWO of us.
i wld hav been much jumpy.
NOW, thou its not jst US. but im happy having to be able to get out of spore town to somehow far away with you.
whre we wil be able to spend time alone, jst th two of us.
cuddling each other to bed, in a cozy bedroom.
i ve been wishing for tht saturday to reach me faster, im excited.
but i dont see you discussing anything abt this trip with me.
nd on th other hand, im thinkin' yes mayb you re planning evrything with ur fren, counted me out.
thts why i kept quiet, as you guys are bro. im jst a girl, how much will my suggestions feed in?
nd if im really not happy abt gg, i wouldnt hav to sacriface myself to skip sch on th 1st day of sch.
so think again.

we havent been meeting up, yes. you re telling me this.
but did you even ask me out?? NO.
yet you telling me we havent been meeting up.
all you did was to game, nd i dont like to.
thts why i choose to go out slack with frens nd all.
you game at night, while we chatting.. i feel so not attentive to me.
you know it.

my holiday is ending sooon.
i jst wanna make th best out of these 14days.
clubbing nd all.
they dont mean me having to flirt or wht.
you may think of me this way, but u cannot judge me by your kind of thinking
its unfair to me.
i allow you to go club, BUT. dont ever bring ur fun back home.
thts all i need to know, likewise.

dont wanna dampen moods here.
all i can say is.. you ve been assuming too much.
even if i were to tell you, i ve been patiently waiting fo saturday, will you believe?
NO.
if i were to say i ve been wanting to meet up, but often you say you gonna maple, will you believe i hav such thots of meeting you but jst cause i didnt say doesnt mean i nvr thot of.

misunderstandings loves me.

IM SUPER TIRED, SLEEPY. WHTEVER IT IS REGARDING MY STRENGTH LEFT.
i got woken up, nd now i cant get back to sleep -.-
mommy's got bird nest drink fo me, she is asking me to drink it evryday till th box left zero.
im so HAPPPY =D
i was like, woah.. definately i will.


im Fcuking BROKE.
is thre no one 0ut thre?? help me! i wanna be th survivor.. financially pleaseeee =(


yet, i had fun.

im in a fix, really.

teach me wht to do, i will gladly follow you.

gawd.
cant imagine how much barcadi i swallowed in jst half an hr's time.
this is fcuk bad, last night.
my 1st ever time puking so sooo muchh
my 1st ever time couldnt control my limbs well
my 1st ever time feeling so uncomfy nd kept lying evrywhre

damn, th min i reached home.
i almost knocked out immediately..
my phone rang nd i didnt know blablabla
woke up at 7ish nd my vision gt better compared to before slp
but my head is ACHING badly.
was so hungry, i made my bro tabao lunch fo me.
nd am gg to bed now.

yet,
i still burps barcadi.


conclusion: i HATE BACARDI !!!!!

gone.

alrighttooo!
am FINALLFCUKLING home aft four days..
urggh.. valueyy, i dont know why. but i feel home sick aft jst awhile, dont you?
HAHAs =D
btw i said PHOTOBLOG th other time yea?
here you go PEOPLE..


daddy's BIG DAY.




MOS nightt, love it when we both had a great time darling =)







shopping trip with darling =)) smoooches*




the duper cutie boyf here. hahahas! guess he can really act pretty well. esp as monkey! ;)


super lovers*



st james power house..





nights over bby's place.. supper, gaming nd evrything else. FUNfun.. even killing cockroaches in th middle of th night. boy.. we had fun didnt we?

looook! EEEEK! disgusting pest in his palace. fcuK! we total killed 14 of em, 2 of which is baby cockroach! LOL. we spend an hour in th mid night to do all this killing. nd got so into it, we thot we'd btr clear all of em' before we hit th sack in a safe mode.

we did it with th help of this large bottle here =D manages to kill them almost immediately. good, i introduce you this fer. you ll need it, bcuz u see cockroaches as wht i see in rats. *hair stands* scarrry eeek! NO. 1 KILLER IN SPORE.
nd finally.. goodnight world.
he didnt made peace actually.. crazy boyf! tht i surprisingly love sooo super muchh, i see you ve gt your powers. acting gayishhh.


can you people imagine we caught nearly 15 cockroaches in a small house? nd within an hr they are almost diminished.
we ve got hair standing here nd thre, washing legs all th time cause of bygone, its oily nd poisonous. thinking twice whether to go to bed yet or cont' waiting fo pest to appear stupidly.
well des concluded tht pest are clever, bcuz they can sense human's presense nd such, they only appear in th dark or whn thre is no one arnd.
kays, true.. bcuz i made a test. we wanted to lure them out badly, we purposely switched off th lights, closed th door, made pest think we re aslp, nd went out caught them red-handed. LOL
how dumb..
but its true u know? they really crept out aft we off th lights nd all. nd sooo, we managed to catch two more =) me nd darling were laughing all th way when mimicking em' lying dead saying those lines.. blahblahblah..

anyhooos! last night i appeared at MOS yet again.
i think i ve been a clubber since i clubbed on vesak day.
nd mayb cause darling allows me to, cause he have trust in me, i mean he shld have all th time =)
borrowed clothings from SK, as i was at bedok, nd it was 12+ when i decided to go over MOS. so no choice, sk was th nearest to me, tried my luck nd yes. evrything fits, so bye im gone.
hees! so sweet of her to lend me her clothings, allowed me to messed up her wardrobe nd yet her packing up fo me..
waited fo me to go back change.
THANK YOU MY LOVE ;muchhh appreciated! <3 always thre.

i havent been slping well, my neck is aching. feeling so heavy, ya know th kinda feeling? ohgawd, sucks!
im gg to bed early.
goodnight world, goodnight my darlings, goodnight my loveee