"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

- Marilyn Monroe




jst got my wisdom tooth extracted out 2days back. and this time round its not th same procedure. THIS IS SURGICAL EXTRACTION!
AND ITS FCUKING PAINFUL.
so now you know evryone is lying whn they tell you, "no lar, not painful at all lo. th anesthetic works really well. its so numb you cant feel a pinch"
LIARS! at least if you let me knw its painful, i wld be mentally prepared. rather than being so SHOCKED at! HAHAHAS

but anyway yet again this courageous girl went to get this done herself ((:
ovr nd done with! 2down(: (now i can fix my braces agn nd get it out in 3mths time!)
well, not really. actually i had my fren with me before i went in, nd th min i came out he is alrdy outside waiting ;) feels so much btr like this.
ohh, they actually cut open my gum, took out/gorge out my deep rooted STUBBORN wisdom tooth nd then stitched it back for me.
nd fuck its pain. not very, bearable. its bearable jst bcuz you knw you have to bear with it no matter wht. so its nonsense. WHTEVER, I must refrain frm smoking for th first 2days for fear of infection. nd so i passed being a smoker.

MIND IS REALLY INDEED TH MOST POWERFUL ELEMENT IN URE ENTIRE BODY SYSTEM.
i actually fought temptation seeing both my frens SMOKING right before me. nd i jst kept stiff thre =.=
kinda surprised by myself actually. bcuz ppl who hangs out with me knows i cannot fight temptation well AT ALL. esp SMOKING DEALS. but probably im really afraid of infections inside my mouth, nd i wanna heal fast!
so anyway, it feels good smelling fresh, having btr breath ((:
2days nd going strong!

its friday again! weeeEE(:

HERE'S MY BESTFRIEND, BE VERY AFRAID OF HER. LOOKING INNOCENT, BUT DANGEROUSLY SCARY.
because she always has a mask on, like this:





bestfriend and i share many many incidents, experience nd stories in our diff phase of life. which both bestfriend and me find them all hilarious happenings throughout this 5yrs friendship.

looking back those memories kept, for very common example :neo-prints, movie tix, LETTERS nd so much more secrets. HAHAS these are really valuable gifts money cannot exchange.
two days back, bestfriend came ovr my place and wreck up my drawers and anything tht she can lay her hands on and laugh big time at. all our photos taken way back then, thinking tht we looked so god darn chiooo in the past, now come to think of it, we were really living in our own world. hahahahahs! cant imagine how we actually went out with big t-shirts and lil denim skirt!!
so we were practically laughing our jaw off by looking at our oh-so-gorgeous!FAT! photos. darn silly

anyway these are good memories shared, nd now tht both of us has grown up, evrything has changed. our lifestyle has changed drastically, so much tht sometimes we find difficulty in finding time out to meet, to jst chill and share gossips. or rather not even the time to drop a phone call sometimes. sad as it is, but we both know whtever it is, no matter how far the distance, we will always always stay close in the heart, and when in need, we will still be th 1st to be thre for each other. righttt darling? ((:


presenting you the world's best example of BFF



SO MUCHH LOVEEEE<3
she's always my comfort zone, always someone whom i can rely on (:
may god bless this wonderful friendship for th counting years.