caught up!
in a messs, nd so if i wld allow you into my life?
or close my door nd welcome freedom.

2hands cant hold.

ALRIGHTS, i ve been missing from this blog for quite some time.
been busy with boyf, nd class bbq, supper nd clubbing sessions. guess im suffering from insomnia ahhhh. i cant get to sleep everyday till 6am in the morn. shiitt! nd i feeel god darn unhealthy please. my complexion :(((( darn!

woah. yest was a bad bad, down down, low low mooood day. sighhhh~
quarreled with bby the min i wake up till th min we sleep. urghhh.
im sorry i always have to upset you again nd again. i dont know why, am i really not ready to commit? or is it im too tired, 1 r/s aft another? nd like wht you say, snowball nd you hav to clear the mess? im sorry to you, very.


mayb a bad girlf i am now.
but still, you make me feel like a princess, nvr fail to. thanks bby

anw here are some pictures from my class bbq nd days spent with bby :)























if you happen to be reading this, i hope you stay happy nd dont tell me ure tatt has lost its soul. i only acted dumb not to understand wht it means, but deep down i knew clearly wht you trying to say.
nd stop thanking me alrights, jst be happy. i hope everything goes smoothly for you (:
upon reading the text you sent, i gotta admit, i felt th pain in ure heart. but wht am i suppose to do? i dont know.


PEOPLE PLEASE JIO ME OUTTTT! 2MORE WEEEEKS OF HOLS, ND I WILL BE BACK STUCKING IN SCHL! BLOOOOODY HELL !! muahhhhhh LOVELOVELOVELOVE MY BABYGIRLS! =D


p.s, VALUEYYY GOOHHHHH STOP URE NONSENSE OF huan zhu gege I WARN YOU.

i drive myself crazy thinking of you.


'tearing up my heart<3
jst let me currrl up nd dieee.


mistakes, i cant say sorry for.

weeee-u-weeee! finally some decent photos of baby nd me. LOL
nd he is grumbling tht i always tke 20photos then delete all 20. he says, "i smile till mouth cramp alrdy ah" he say the worst thing is, his mouth cramp alrdy, but yet i saved none of the 20pics we took!! HAHAHAHS
wah lauu, he tke 10pics, all 10pics face all looks the same. but i tke 10pics all diff pattern one leii! KNS, CANT BLAME RIGHTTT!
so he suggested, i dont pattern here nd thre. jst, STAY ND SMILE. SIAOOOOOOO!

yaynesssss! 1more weeeek to holidays babeeees!
I VE BEEN WAITING...
sigh, bby's sch gon start like soooon? in january. which means, he will be so far away frm me yet again. urgggh! hope everything will be fine, like wht he assured me as? i know, "so near yet so far" right? darn. im jst afraid, its so far AND so far. sian1/2 =(

5more days, nd baby is ALLL MINE =D
HEH HEH HEH!


alrighto, off to have buffet with family! good feast yeaaaa.

HELLO!
back from kukup 'msia.
miannnns. ratings 2.5/5
if not fo the company of friends, guess it ll be sucha bother living in thre. HHAHAHAS! well well, karaoke, MJ-ing sessions, dancing nd drinking sessions, fishing, and chilling. these are the stuffs we do in thre. hahahs! if possible, i will upload 2videos of me, xiaoxiang, and huiyun acting as S.H.E concert dancing and singing. ooh oh, nd sammi's concert. ROFL, darn silly but darn FUNNN! burn loads of calories jst by being darn high. JOKE OF THE DAY!

hmmm, the view outta our chalet is really good. windy nd all, but the sea thre is really really fuckin' dirty i tell you. if you wld jst happen to fall in. you really luck BIG TIME.
oh ohhhh. nd we had WATER-GUN game plan! cbbbb. i was the only girl thre being attacked! shot like mad i tell you. fighting with 4butches is 1small boy is definately not funny. HAHAHAHA! lucky i got t knw one guy thre who then helped me to attack as well. wahhh, i was wet wet WET! booooooos!

the small lil coach was good, jst nice cater the 12 of us. wooooo! a really cozy bus i wld say. all of us was playing loud musics, sharing jokes, many laughters inside =D
bby gg in JB ltr. heeheeeee! he says he gon get me many many cheesecakes nd slices of other flavours. woooooo! shiokkkk. hopefully he gets me pretty earrings! =))))

nways, im stuck in schl nowww. boredddd please =((
finally i see th boyf aft 8days. goshhhh!
neh mind neh mind. finally, the thrill is overrrr!
gon meet sheryl baobei nd kels ltr tonight to chill.
schl FASTER END LEI. NB

"they" always comes too late from you.

always hoped, for th best outta th both of us.
but eventually, its no longer fairytale.
those images, kept right in my heart.
with doors shut, nobody is to dig em' out. not you either

i know i ve to pass this.
live it thru, its gon be tough.
but ya know, im a tough girl.


"The good old days
the honest man
the restless heart
the promised land
a subtle kiss
that no one sees
a broken wrist
and big trapeze

so what I don't mind
if you don't mind
'cause I don't shine
if you don't shine
before you go
can you read my mind?

before i am to shut you off my mind,
can i jst miss you a lil more?

ihatetoday.

HI MY BESTEST BEST FRIEND THRE =)
i ve this really silly best friend who can really get on my nerve many times nd yet still i dont know why im able to always forgive her easily. well, i dont need ure "sorry". instead i hope i wont get to hear it ever again. because i really dont wanna such things to happen again, nd i dont feel good at all.
nd i think you understand me dont you?
well well, i guess you need to make it up to me..... tht is, if i were to visit KM8, you shld know whts my fav main course, nd wht finger foood to go along huh?? ITS GON BE URE TREAT BABE! =DD
*forgiven* still as much love from me to you =))












i hope no more ppl is coming to tag me saying im always writing compo ah!!!
nahhhh! photos for sale! 1piece 5buckkkkks!
buy 5 get 1 freeee. HAHAHAHA

ohh anyways, boyboy's getting weaker nd weaker. nd according to the vet, his brain is being badly damaged and thus his brain is no longer functioning like norm.
= brain partially dead.
and doctor asked us to be prepared for boy will be leaving us any time =(
really sad news. hmmmm, lets jst pray.

aft a long tiring day nd EXTREMELY AWFUL NIGHT.
im finally gon K.O, im missing out on many beauty sleeps! oh gossssh

being really random here.
dont understand why is it every r/s im in, i will have to be jealous of another girl of his.
figured it out, nd i guess it all lies with myself. all about having *CONFIDENCE*
i realised confidence play a big role in life.
with confidence, it wil be diff the way you carry urself. even an ugly duckling will look attractive with confidence.
likewise, w/o confidence, one can nvr be attractive even thou her features are sharp.
im here i am, trying really hard to gain confidence for i feel thre is so much im losing out on, jst cause of tht WORD.


nights my world.
my boy.
my girls =)