Some dreams you have to let go

regretted not working today. ultra boring sunday whre you jst sleep ure sunny sunday away. super sad!
life jst came to a standstill whre by i have no motivation, no nothing to make me feel like oh days are so well spent. in fact it feels like im wasting my everyday, my life away. doing things not benefiting me. like screwing school up - nd this i jst cant help.
why cant i jst be like anybody out thre doing things they like to do, making their everyday useful?

oh gosh, life has got no meaning. you jst do wht you ought to do, learn wht you think is right and do wht others thinks is correct. i think this is so lame.
nd well no one's doing is up to you to judge. sojstleaveitalone

school sucks, work is getting boring, brownie is annoying, friends all MIA else not free, clubbing feels meaningless, alcohol turns distilled they dont interest me anymore, room is so untidy, and life is practically Fup.
thank god i still have my bed to rest my head, phewww.

so tell me when is the right now to turn things all around?
when is money gon drop from the sky?
when is diploma cert driving its highway to me? why must they take the long route with so many traffic? darn you dip!
oh and when am i gon slim down? HAHAs

and anyway i jst hate this particular kpo, she jst cant carry it off. omgg, you wanna know who i was refering to in my previous post? jst ask me. dont have to ask my bff. thank you, arrghh nuisance -.-

lastly, i dont know if your presence is a good thing for me, or jst making my life worse.
ciao!