THANK YOU FOR SUCHA SURPRISE =)
LOVELY FLOWERS SENT RIGHT TO MY DOORSTEPS.
sucha pity, you weren't my valentine.
someone will love you better, this i promise.

badbadbad.
been feeling so moodless in evryting. gg out for th sake of it, smile bcuz i hav to. nth much tht please me anymore. more of it comes frm my heart, they dont work it.
if only someone able to tickle my soft spot nw, i'll thank him for 3yrs.

nd whts worst is all my girls are so busy being attached. oh whre are yall?!

ohweell, officially pronouce single. makes nt much of a diff thou.
still, i feel quite empty deep down.
was it me or was it you?

nothing interest me anymore, maybe cash still does, they always do.

come back, make it one last time, one more round. we gon go merry this time around, shall we?


pride ruins it all. yah, my fault. in ure eyes, its always th case. isnt it?

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd
never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

p.s// i esp hate you, d.

OHMYGWAD. i ve been shopping arnd town for th last 1 weeek. darn! its really tiring, seems like shopping doesnt entertain me anymore. well, at least not for nw. im getting so sick of spore's shopping mall. urrghh

so it was last day of schl on fri. mannn, a girl in my class was so sweet to do up a video fo us. really, she make me feeel impt somehow.
okay, gotta seperate with W25C. kinda sad, i ve nvr like th feeling of being seperated aft spending time tgt. esp now whn im being seperated frm fun classmates! like, i really need em' to survive my long hrs in schl. they re such impt people somehow. hmmm, gotta get used to it. well, people come nd go. but HEY! I WILL STILL SEE YOU PEOPLE ARND IN SCHL YEAAA? C'MON, VIWAWA.COM GON BRING US TGT RIGGGHTTT. LOLS, okay, wht nonsense? shut up karen.

been having late nights too frequent. guess i gotta go let my comfy bed sayang me nw. i need it so very badly. you knw, my bed has a spell? my frens all says so. "once lie down, cannot get up." nw you knw why im always late for sch nd everything else. ;)
so goodnight!

But it's so tiring, to feel the pain.
And it's so painful,
To feel that it's impossible to love, again.

life's been so boring. been shoppping alot lately, i shld be happy yea? but im NOT! goshh, the things i wanna get is either too expensive or no size. wthhh. nvm, got myself 3pairs of heels today.

3more days to holidays, ohh cheeers people! imma gon work HARD, earn MUCH, nd finally play HARD before my 2mths of hols end.
oh, i might be joining my grp of friends for bangkok trip! anybody interest to join let me know OKAYYYY! very welcome (:

okoks, pewtures for shooooowww. whn i ve nth btr to do :( i needa learn to photoshop please. heehee, can do wonders to my prwetttty piccas boy!
TODAY- shopping
WED- shooping again
THURS- hopefully nth is on
FRI- to the salon
SAT- dye hair, shopping with my mister
SUN- round of shopping AGAIN...

wah sian sian sian, go BROKE TOG GIRLS!
ANGBAO, YOU KNOW IM SO SO SO WAITING FOR YOU? IM SO EXCITED FOR YOU, GAWD! I CANT WAIT TO RECIEVE YOU AND WELCOME YOU INTO MY SAVINGS BOY! BELIEVE ME, I LOVE YOU SEWWWWW MUCCCHIE WORRRRRR!

see, schl has driven me mad. so much i have to make time off to feel like im doing smth productive tht is to... camwhore! ohgosh, gimme a BREAK.










i ve to camwhore so as to relieve stress from test nd more test! fucking dumb schl, giving stupid test for stupid reasons. stupid grades tht you can even get an A w/o meeting the passing mark. wooo? easy sehhhh. LIKE SHIT! this is of no kick. nd this sucks, no challenge no nothing. but jst for the making of reputation. oh c'mon RP, get alive.
nd muthafucking BUS161. imma so gon kill you for fucking getting into jam on my test dates every other time. oh BUS161 i trusted you so much to send me to schl on time but YOU? RETARDED DRIVER DOESNT KNOW WHT IS IT TO ACCELERATE YOU FUCK!
im so not gonna trust you at all. aft sucha long time of cabbing to sch on test dates, nd i finally thot i shld tke a bus to save cost, nd this ve to happen! SO, I TOOK A CAB TODAY AND REACHED SCHL WAY BEFORE TIME. OH-HOW-SMART-KAREN!
nvm still, being the oh-i-think-i-am-so-smart babe, managed to study only for 1/2hr last night nd off to bed is gg to fail th test she took this morn! blahblahblah. its gon be a miracle if im able to get out of yr1sem2. believe me? fuck you.

im so not in a good mood simply bcuz right aft my test, i feel smth dripping outta my pussy. nd guess wht? MS RED CAME KNOCKING ON MY VAGINA.HAHAHAHA! i ve no pad no nth. stupid cb, nvr give signal lah. =.=

its gon be sucha long day today. schl from 0830-4. rushing off for dental at a faraway place, then shop for bdae gift, meet fren for dinn. nd then home to hand-make the pressie. darn good shit. im sucha nice girl, giving hand-made pressie you lucky lucky assss! HAHAHAHA

i know, im crazy. this post feels retarded. oppps!
give me some alcohol, with blasting musics nd sticks of nicely packed nicotine nd i'll be fine.
gimme more gimme more!

OKIES, 4mins to presentation. ciao~
oh btw, i think i cannot live w/o colouring my brows brown jst like how you cheryl cannot live w/o eyeliner. like how val darling cannot live w/o ahyi. nd like how you people cannot live w/o seeing my drop dead gorgeous pretty face! boooooo

woah! schl's been sucha chore mygawd!
pleaseeee.. will someone save me from this SCHOOL MISERY?!


nd guess wht? i think i will ve to retke my yr1 sem2. F-UP SHIT!

yest was quite a fulfilling day, had long chat with judith frm morning till noon for we ve not updates each other for like months nd months =.=
then back home to change, head over ben's place for some prawn noodles for lunch, they can whip up really yummmy dishes. love to recieve call frm ben cause thts whre my food supplies come in.
then off for some shopping spree at vivo with huiyun nd ben nd her sis, then met up with val for another round of spreee. and thre, 200BUCKS GONE YOU GOOOODOOOOO!
had some good chat with kenneth, got some stuff settled on both sides.
now, i can leave tht heavy thang off my heart.
tht guilt.




YOUYOUYOUBOY!

Gabriella: I gotta say what’s on my mind
Something about us doesn’t seem right…these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try
Somehow the plan is always rearranged
It’s so hard to say
But I gotta do what’s best for me
You’ll be okay…



I’ve got to move on, and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Gabriella: Don’t wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time
Another color turns to grey
And it’s just too hard…to watch it all…slowly fade away
I’m leavin’ today
’Cause I gotta do what’s best for me
You’ll be okay


Troy: What about us? What about everything
we’ve been through?
Gabriella: What about trust?
Troy: You know I never wanted to hurt you
Gabriella: What about me?
Troy: What am I supposed to do…
Gabriella: I gotta leave but I’ll miss you
Troy: …miss you