Some dreams you have to let go

Like a towel, i feel like ive been wrung dry..
I am tired of all the inconsistency
Always having to be on my toes is... tiring.

Yes, what is life without the excitement of the unknown?
Then again, how long do we want to live with much uncertainty ?

Do i resign to my fate?
Or do i design my own destiny?

I need direction, i need security most importantly i need courage..